Sense of Duty

Good morning, everyone! It is Wednesday morning right now and I am writing my weekly post already. I know, I know... You are probably only reading this on Saturday but you know, I have to organise myself as, as I guess, on Saturday I will be not really in the mood for writing... but I promise, you will see what I am talking about on my blog very soon!... Well, if you follow me on Instagram, you probably already have!

I will not talk with you about priorities, about organisation or about preparations today, but about my sense of duty.

I do not know, if it is me in special or if other people are also like this - please tell me! But sometimes I have this feeling that I really have a bigger sense of duty than others - why? Because I get these guilt feelings if I do some things differently than I was supposed to do - also only banal tasks as posting my weekly blogpost which I myself had set for me!

Maybe I was raised that way - I would say that also my brother is like this... Or maybe it is genetic? Who'd know?

But it is stronger than me! The point is that I have the feeling that I am disappointing someone who gave faith in me - also myself! -, if I do not fulfil the expectations. 

Am I too hard to myself? Well if you read this, then you will think, "Yes - maybe a bit...", but in the end, it is about setting the right expectations - or slightly above the limit to always stimulate yourself further! So, no, I do not think that I am too hard to myself. I try and give my best but the point is that I always try and I always charge myself!

Do I always succeed? Sometimes yes, sometimes no. Where would my guilt feelings come from, otherwise?
But well, in this case, I succeeded. I posted also this week!